<center>To Pirate Gold and Windy Days</center>

“You must live in the present, launch yourself on every wave, find your eternity in each moment. Fools stand on their island of opportunities and look toward another land. There is no other land; there is no other life but this.”


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  • "...A Dedication"
  • "...and so it begins again April 13 2009"
  • "...like tears in rain...."
  • "2010 is ending"
  • "5 Months Living in this House of Pain"
  • "500 words...more or less"
  • "7th month anniversary"
  • "A Fairy Tale"
  • "All we had to say..."
  • "An Apology to anyone who reads this blog"
  • "And I shall love because of you"
  • "Cold Feet"
  • "Dave was..."
  • "Earthquake"
  • "Feeling a little lost..."
  • "From first breath..."
  • "Grief 101"
  • "Hallucination"
  • "I am 62 days a widow"
  • "I got to get my shit together soon."
  • "I miss my old life..."
  • "I miss you every day To Dave. Techi 'hila my Spirit Warrior"
  • "I need to remember"
  • "I wish..."
  • "If you can keep from drowning it is all good."
  • "Last Birthday"
  • "Last card I gave you"
  • "Let there be spaces"
  • "Life is short..."
  • "Looking through widow eyes"
  • "Lost in a crowd"
  • "Lost"
  • "Love isn't perfect" quote
  • "Love you Tractorman"
  • "My family understands..."
  • "My life sucks at the moment."
  • "Not Loving Hospice..."
  • "Not getting any easier"
  • "Nothing gold can stay..."
  • "Quoting myself"
  • "Randomness"
  • "Simple gifts..."
  • "Sometimes a song says it all..."
  • "Soul Twins"
  • "Take me or leave me the Hell alone."
  • "Thanksgiving 2010"
  • "The Watch"
  • "The story of us...How we came to get married"
  • "Today I choose to stand in the light of your love."
  • "Valentine's Day 2011"
  • "What can I say?"
  • "Why Pirate Gold and Windy Days?"
  • "Writing helps to purge all the sadness..."
  • "Yes Shit Happens...but mostly
  • 00-Walking Through the Valley of the Shadow of Death Part 1
  • 00-Walking Through the Valley of the Shadow of Death Part 2
  • 01-After 5 years the cancer is back...February 4 2009
  • 02-After 5 years the cancer is back...February 13 2009
  • 04-After 5 years the cancer is back...March 10 2009
  • 05-After 5 years the cancer is back...April 13 2009
  • 06-After 5 years the cancer is back...April 17 2009
  • 07-After 5 years the cancer is back...April 19 2009
  • 08-After 5 years the cancer is back...May 3 2009
  • 09-After 5 years the cancer is back...May 4 2009
  • 10-After 5 years the cancer is back...May 6 2099
  • 11-After 5 years the cancer is back...May 20 2009
  • 12-After 5 years the cancer is back...May 31 2009
  • 13-After 5 years the cancer is back...June 26 2009
  • 14-After 5 years the cancer is back...July 20 2009
  • 15-After 5 years the cancer is back...August 1 2009
  • 16-After 5 years the cancer is back...August 9 2009
  • 17-After 5 years the cancer is back...October 12 2009
  • 18-After 5 years the cancer is back...Nov 18 2009
  • 19-After 5 years the cancer is back...December 16 2009
  • 20-After 5 years the cancer is back...December 18 2009
  • 20-After 5 years the cancer is back...February 26 2009
  • 21-After 5 years the cancer is back...March 11 2010
  • 22-After 5 years the cancer is back...March 20 2010
  • 23-The Beginning of the End...Our Hospice Nightmare...March 29 2010
  • 24-And so it ends...
  • 24-Dirty socks in the hamper
  • 24-Viking funeral
  • 25-The Nightmare Continues...April 2010
  • 25-The Nightmare Continues...I am evicted from our home by my mother-in-law
  • 26-Aftermath...April 25 2010
  • 26-Searching for some balance
  • 26-Writing to stay sane
  • 27-Toi et moi ça ne changera pas"
  • 28-"Letter to my love"
  • 28-Who will love me now?
  • 29-Saying our goodbyes
  • 30-The Aftermath...June 28 2010
  • 34-Today is my birthday.
  • 35-I gotta snap out of this...
  • 36-It is what it is.
  • 37-"Love by the Numbers"
  • 38-Queen of the World
  • 39-More questions than answers
  • 40-I am finding solace with strangers
  • 41-Labyrinth
  • 90~"Spirit of the Red-Tailed Hawk"
  • After 5 years the cancer is back...February 4 2009
  • Anon.~"What if today"
  • Anon.~Risk
  • Badger Clark~"To Her"
  • Badger Clark~The Free Wind
  • Blessing of the Buddha
  • Bob Marley-One of Dave's favorite songs
  • Browning~How do I love thee?
  • Canaday-Ride on the Wind Forever
  • Christopher Robin~If ever there is a tomorrow...
  • Dalai Lama-Fleeting pleasures
  • Evanesence~"My Immortal"
  • Gibran~"Make not a bond of love"
  • Gibran~A poem of love
  • Gone 10 Months
  • Holland ~ Death is nothing at all...
  • Jimmy Buffet~A Pirate Looks at Forty
  • Jones~"Night Breeze"
  • Milay~Time does not bring relief
  • Original Poem "After you..."
  • Original Poem "Choices"
  • Original Poem "If someone said..."
  • Original Poem "Just Breathe"
  • Original Poem "Mother Earth's Child"
  • Original Poem "The Light"
  • Original Poem "Two Halves"
  • Original Poem "Wild Hearts"
  • Original poem-"One soft kiss"
  • Pictures-Beautiful hands beautiful man.
  • Pictures-Dave's Kiteboard article from Lake Norman Magazine
  • Pictures-Did I mention he could fly?
  • Pictures-I miss this handsome face
  • Pictures-The Farmer
  • Pictures-The Husband
  • Rumi~Do you want to enter Paradise?
  • Rumi~Gone to the Unseen
  • The Cure-Disintegration
  • The Cure-Just like Heaven
  • Whitman~"Out of the Rolling Ocean"
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