I have not been able to post anything since Dave's birthday. It is just too hard right now and I just don't have words for how I am feeling. This whole dead husband thing really sucks. I want my Dave back and I want him now. I expected forever and since it is gone, I am lost. L....O....S....T.
Maybe this is my forever. Shit.
“You must live in the present, launch yourself on every wave, find your eternity in each moment. Fools stand on their island of opportunities and look toward another land. There is no other land; there is no other life but this.”
